I'm a weird Asian girl with the mindset of a white girl that is super kawaii.
someone help i can’t breathe bc i feel like i lost sentimental things and i can’t stop crying fuck fuck fuck hahaha
I feel so stupid, I just broke my phone and I cried but I didn’t cry because I broke my phone. I cried/am crying because I fucking am so scared I lost everything that was us. All the things you’ve said, and the pictures, and everything from the past 9 months and I know I should stop and I know I should just go away and fucking stop loving you but it’s things like that, like the sweet messages you said to me in the beginning that I wanted to keep, because I don’t want to keep hating you for breaking my heart. I don’t want that, I don’t want to think of you in any sort of negative way because you are my first love and you’re special and even if you hurt me so fucking much and did all this stuff I still want to remember you in a good way, remember all the good we had because why the fuck, how the fuck could i hate someone forever that i once loved more than anything and oh my god i can’t stop crying because i’m so scared i lost everything. my phone had all the messages, all the pictures, all the records of our time and oh god i can’t breathe or stop crying and i feel so horrible so saying that horrible thing to you because i just want to be safe in your arms right now because i’m freaking out and you’re the only person i was safe with even if you hurt me, i still felt safe because you loved me no matter whatever and it’s so stupid of me but god i just wish you didn’t fuck up so i could just call you.