I keep losing weight and it’s kind of scaring me how much I’ve lost/am losing. It weirds me out..it’s really alarming me for my health and my disease but I’m too scared to go to the doctors to act on it further. It’s really that I’m doing this. In a way I’m glad I’m skinnier because I still have the bigger me mentality. But at the same time it alarms me and shows me something isn’t good and scares me. I don’t know. A lot of my clothes aren’t fitting me, bones are coming out and weird stuff that makes me uncomfortable.
(P.s if anyone reads thinking I have an eating disorder I do not. I have diabetes. )